to apply to pharm school..
this is from ucsf:
the general application is available june 1, deadline nov 1
the supplemental application is july 18 deadline nov 1

pharmD/MPH programs
1. UCSF/UC Berkeley
2. University of Maryland http://www2.pharmacy.umaryland.edu/administration/academics/programs/dualdegree.html
3. University of South California
http://www.usc.edu/schools/medicine/departments/preventive_medicine/divisions/behavior/education/mph/dual_degrees.html


other good pharmd programs
1. northeastern university
http://www.pharmsci.neu.edu/gradprograms/pharm_pharmacology_phd.html
2. rutgers

okay...this week...
not going to tuesday or thursday night meetings..
working wed, fri, sun.
and saturday...
not going anywhere saturday night..like pick up jessie and go home.

i ate wayyy too much .. had a sandwich and a soup in a bread bowl..what?! no dinner for me!

wow..true musicianship..
yeah I need to build a repertoire of songs..and maybe start composing songs..that are reflective of able type music. also my interest in jazz/blues/latin is good. .. how can we give joy to heavenly father through those styles of music?

micro: review notes man..ahh!
christianity: read that chapter...paul the wise apostle

I have to pioneer, I have to outreach, I have to testify. This I can no longer just let myself forget. How many times I've been told by papa, and now i think i'm finally getting it, that I need to do this. And I'm beginning to realize that the things God ask you to do, are the things you don't want to do. He's been sending me signs through people, but I do'nt want to listen, my stubbornness or fear.

There's the professor who keeps coming into the restaurant, and everytime he tells me about the md phd program. I'm beginning to realize that because I do not want to do it, therefore, I know it is something God wants me to strive for. God wants us to be great. But the path he chooses for us is difficult. Only with faith can we do it.

In the same way, papa believes that I can outreach, that I can share DP. He was talking about making a condition to talk to x number of people a week and share DP. And he says we have to pioneer, don't be a follower. Again, I dont feel immediately I have confidence in myself to do these things, and therefore, I know God is asking me to do them. papa said he doesn't know about the other kids, but he believes God has a plan for me, he said it strongly. That's why he has the highest expectations for me, and he brought me up with that.

Urges that I've been getting, even during my conversation with papa:
1. study DP
2. outreach at Yale
3. get an internship there
4. invest into music, practice daily

parts of the pcat exam:

• Part 1: Verbal Ability section contains 48 items - Analogies will make up 60% of the subtest, while sentence completion exercises will make up the remaining 40%
• Part 2: Biology section contains 48 item - general biology (60%); microbiology (20%); and human anatomy and physiology (20%).
• Part 3: Chemistry section contains 48 item - 60% gen chem, 40% org chem
  
• Part 4: Reading Comprehension section contains 48 item - 30% have to do with reading comprehension; 40% are to do with analysis of a given passage; and 30% require evaluation of the text.
• Part 5: Quantitative Ability section contains 48 items - basic math (15%); algebra (20%); probability and statistics (20%); precalculus (22%); and calculus (22%)

soul jazz artists i like

willie mitchell
young holt unlimited
jimmy mcgriff
jimmy smith
jack mcduff

so what am i doing now?
staples..again then get some gas to go home.
play piano i want to yeah..
and after ill bring jessie home..yeah.

so .. ah..
I should be more prudent and careful.
well no regrets okay.

ahh...
i've been spending alot yo..:(
anyways..i'll be working at the restaurant for the following dates:
10/22, 10/24, 10/26, 10/31. yikes...average of $60 each day so that's $300. And i'm predicting to have clocked in about 15 hours total for october, because he won't be working next wednesday till nov 3..eeehh! so that's about 225. and then there's suzuki i'll be paid $93 next saturday. So..over the next three weeks i'll get $600+

and i need to be reimbursed $23+ for suzuki
and I need to be reimbursed $20+ for work.

so..i'll be okay i believe.

so i want to set aside time during the week..where i expand my mind..haha. like i'm interested in reading more about music/nurturing/character education. then i'm also interested in how to use the web to outreach...like In Jin Nim said:

American young people are quite well versed in their own knowledge when it comes to Eastern religions. So to think that we're going to take the example of how many of you joined the church, being met while backpacking across the United States and being invited for a weekend seminar, some of you to Camp K and some of you to 43rd street, and then coming to know the movement that way and being awestruck at realizing that the Messiah is really here and all of that, is wonderful." But at the same time I told Dr. and Mrs. Kim, "The world has changed quite a bit since then. There have been many, many efforts to, in a way, re-start or re-energize the witnessing campaigns over the years. No matter how honest or how genuine these peoples' heartistic attitudes were, the results were not forthcoming. It's because our generation has changed."

They were talking about a target audience of between 18 and 35 years old, the young professionals, or college age kids. I said, "Dr. and Mrs. Kim, most of these kids have something that we never had when we were their age. That is, they have the Web, they have the Internet. I don't know how many young people I've met through my children, and because I'm a musician I've met so many young musicians who in a way came to find their own religion on the Web. Many have told me, I don't like being preached to. I don't like being told what is right or wrong. I like to find what I'm feeling in the quiet of my own office or my own room."

I asked Dr. and Mrs. Kim, "Shouldn't our first focus in terms of witnessing be in a way an overhauling of what our movement is all about? (Applause.) And especially in a way overhauling the image of the Unification Church, or the presence of Unification Church on the Web? (Applause.) Because I know for a fact, I can have great meetings with people, and then the next day they'll call me back and say, 'You know, I Googled some things about your dad, and – whow.' I say, 'Okay, you got the negative lowdown, so come back and let me give you the other side.' I realized how incredibly powerful the Web is and how much negativity is out there."

So In jin Nim is saying that people are finding their own religions on the web, in the quiet of their own room/office..in their own time.. the Web needs to be utilized to our advantage!

I wonder, what websites really help me? well two rivers vip and familyfed really help me out....people are all about the web man.

well i don't have so much capability in web design or that kind of thing..but i definitely have some kind of foundation..obviously because I'm on the computer all the time. also i have the foundation from papa..he's being doing internet outreach stuff for so many years.

so i will be open to these two things.

okay cool...
so i need to go by bestbuy and get some figures...
then another day i will print out the pictures for suzuki...also print out pictures for myself: True Parents, me and my parents..and beforehand find a really good recent family photo..and make a copy for everyone to put in their wallets...and send to the fleischmans too. then...that should be good...that i can do another day.

as for suzuki:
type up words to puff with chords. send headshots and new description to Andrew. asap!

todos...
read early christianity 16 and 17
laundry
type up the textual analysis thing.